What I want

I just want those eyes to sparkle like they did

To feel that feeling of the wind

To smile, genuinely, and mean it

To really feel what you’re feeling


Free from the confines of them

Their thoughts

Their minds

And find solace

In myself

Tired yet Thankful

Do you ever feel so tired, tired of it all? To the point of dread every time you feel like you made one mistake because you know you’ll get in trouble for it?

Somehow, I’m pushing through knowing in the end it’ll all be okay.

I know there are people out there who have it far, far worse and well that makes me feel blessed.

I know there are far better times ahead!!! =)



Late Night Thoughts: Reflections

Life is so much better when you’re surrounded by pleasant people. It just is.

Now, some of you out there might read this and think, yeah, wishful thinking – trust me, I do it too =)

In fact, I live with someone who could classify as unpleasant at times, but it’s how it is. There will always be ups and downs in life, and that’s just the way it goes.

However, having those positive influences can really be helpful and help lessen the harder, tougher parts. Having someone who is just there for you and listens and well helps as much as they can.

Also, though – that being said, I saw an insta post today that said to be your own best friend because when you lie awake on the floor crying at 3 in the afternoon, who’s going to be there? You. So you gotta learn to pick yourself up, too.




I’m thankful for bad, negative experiences for they taught me how to not treat someone

I’m thankful for things that didn’t turn out the way I wanted them to, once – for they were bad for me

I’m thankful to be alive, and well

I’m thankful for all the hurt I endured for I would not be so strong

And I’m thankful for being me, for there is no one quite out there, like me =)



Who is one person/character you’ve always related to?

For me, it’s always been Belle. I felt like I looked most like her, I always wanted to be free, and I could relate to her being different than everyone else, or at least feeling it =)

However, I’ve learned along the way to accept myself as I am, and embrace it because everyone brings their own unique traits and personalities with them, and they’re all special in their own ways. We all have our own strengths and weaknesses and that’s what makes us so beautiful =)



Cold Hard Lessons

Sometimes we need to be reminded of things in order to teach us things we sometimes forget.

Oftentimes, we do things with the expectation of it being done in return – HOWEVER, this isn’t always the case – hence why you should always do things because you want to, not because you expect something in return =)

It’s a cold, hard lesson and oftentimes we repeat the same thing over and over, but just remember to always do things without the expectation they’ll be done back =) and choose accordingly who you want to give your time and energy to, because your well being matters =)

Love, Imaskara